Being trans it is more difficult for me than if I were cis. I found an old binder (someone put it through the tumbledrier so it doesn’t work all that great now) and a tshirt and I unpicked the stitching of the sleeves. Yay. I wish I could just go shirtless, I’ve seen shirtless guys … More Summer, the beach and swimming!
They are too hot. I’m too hot (…hot damn…) No, but I swear I am boiling. I can’t breathe. Just let me chop them off already, doc. Talking about chopping them off, my next appointment in London is this month.
I’ve been wearing my binder non stop for approximately two days. Oops. I hate dysphoria. I should take it off soon. Ehhhh. Soon. Maybe.
I’m 5ft 8in. I know that isn’t short short. I am taller than my mum and my dad by about one or two inches. But my older brothers are 6ft4in and 6ft2in respectively and my younger sibling is 5ft9in. It is just embarrasing. And my best friend who is a girl is also an inch taller … More I hate my height
Travelling sucks. Especially a week with school. I had to wear my binder pretty much non stop for fear of people taking a photo and putting it on snapchat or Facebook or something. My ribs still hurt.
My mum took me to the gp and most of the male gp’s said it was nothing, it took the female gp(who is now my favourite because she actually cares) deciding that I shouldn’t be having constant “period pains”. She referred me to the hospital and so I ended up on a scary ward with … More That time I wasn’t treated well for appendicitis
The title says it all, pretty much. I was feeling dysphoric and I thought hey I might as well superglue my packer to me. At least it’s like a super cheap packer so if it gets destroyed I can afford another one. I mean it’s not the smartest thing I’ve done but I know people … More I superglued my packer to me
My mum got complimented on her “granddaughter” today. Me. Owch.
I’m performing tomorrow and Thursday. I’m nervous. I’m singing. My voice makes me feel so shitty because it is quite high up. All but one of my performances tomorrow involves singing. Two of the five sets on Thursday involve singing. I love singing. But my voice being so high and girly really upsets me. I’ve … More Performing when trans
I don’t like them. I know I am not alone in that. Well, I don’t like them on me. On other people they are fine. On me they are the Himalayan mountains, they are the moobs, the chesticles: you name it I’ve probably used that word in some form to describe them. Part of the … More boobs